Dream Journaling
I write down my dreams most nights. Here are some of my dreams (and the interpretations) along with a few helpful resources if you'd like to get started.
“I can’t tell what’s real anymore.” — Black Swan
I was at the airport trying to figure out my luggage in my car, I was parked at the airport next to my mom's car. I realized I didn’t have the keys on me so couldn’t lock it but then realized my mom didn’t lock her car so must be fine. I got a video from my old friend Justin on vacation on a beautiful cruise and he was thanking me for encouraging him to go. I was crying it was so beautiful and I was so happy for him. A small part of me was jealous too, I wanted the money to do something like that. Although I get to do things like that I just have to go the free route usually. Like watch those views from the shore. But I knew my time would come.
INTERPRETATION: The airport is a pretty classic transition symbol, but what's interesting is that you're not actually flying yet. You're sitting there trying to figure out your luggage in your car.
That feels like: “I'm in a transition, but I'm still sorting out what I'm taking with me.”
You initially worry:
I don't have my keys. I can't lock my car.
That's a vulnerability/control issue. You can't completely secure everything yourself.
Then you realize:
My mom didn't lock hers either, so I must be fine.
Almost like your psyche says: You don't have to control every variable to be safe.
You see Justin having this beautiful, expansive experience, and you cry because you're genuinely happy for him. Then you notice the jealousy.
But the jealousy doesn't turn into bitterness.
You basically tell yourself:
My time will come.
The dream is showing you that you can witness someone else receiving abundance without interpreting their abundance as evidence that you're being deprived.
“I know how to experience beauty without money. But I also want to experience beauty WITH money.”
Those don't have to be mutually exclusive.
The dream may be reflecting a growing capacity to say:
I am grateful for what I have AND I want more.
You don't have to spiritually bypass your desire for wealth by pretending you don't want the cruise.